My title says it all, really. After yesterday, I'm not proud of how I reacted with you, but I couldn't help let out some anger and frustration that's been building up lately. Verbal communication doesn't seem to work. I'm not about to threaten you as that goes against my ethics, but I've still got some more ideas that I'll try to see if they'll improve our dynamics when we're together.
What gets me the most is that you don't take me seriously when I need you to. And seeing that lack of respect just irritated me beyond words! I hope our relationship improves over the next few weeks, but my hopes aren't that high, unfortunately. Getting to know you over the past few weeks has given me only proof that we'll probably never get along; I'll struggle with you, and you'll only struggle with me.
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